Big picture for a big heart

There has been quite a lot going on recently mixed with the fact that i want to write. I don't feel like sharing my own problems with the entire world because everyone has their own struggles. To make a long story short i think that this summer along with this next year will come with some big sacrifices and changes, but i have accepted that it is part of growing up. Whatever doesn't kill you makes you stronger, right?
Sidetrack: Uploading photos to this blog is more than frustrating *sigh*



Work felt abnormally long today. It was even more annoying because i couldn't see. My contacts are busted and my glasses decided to break. Yay for being blind! Normally i like working with the saturday crew but i got very frustrated. It really doesn't help when you have bitchy customers. I think they should get a good punch in the face. So i decided not to go to serious because i think i would be a bit of a pain in the ass to hang out with. I do miss everyone though. I think i just need to relax and think about and prepare for things that are not only going to straightshot me to the face monday but also the bigger things. The picture below actually made me soo happy XD



I also dyed my hair today, so now i look normal as upposed to some whacky red/brownhaired freak, as stephan likes to make fun of me for. Yes Stephan, i mean you. I was thinking today...no one i hang out with, serious coffee group and school groups included have seen me with totally brown hair. Its not even much of a change. I quite like it though.



Thats all i really have time to write right now. I wanted to add some song lyrics. What the hell i'll put them here.

"So how long must I wait?
And how long must I stay?
Please let me know how to live.
Cuz i dont ever wanna feel this way
Again."

I dont know, now that i put them up i feel kinda silly, but its how i feel, at this moment anyway.

To end this very long post...i was looking through an old yearbook of mine that i got back from dad's and i came upon a quote from one of my best friends, one she lived by and still does. It read "Do what you want in this lifetime because you only have one. Simple words, but they hit me, but not like a punch to the face, more like a splash of refreshing realization.