This summer doesn't seem like the ones i have had before, i don't know whether i should be excited and looking forward to September or if i should be optimistic in case my expectations fall short. I feel that i should be doing something these next few months other than working and well, being a couch potato (which weirdly including being active...) I just feel that there is more that i could be doing right now. I was walking home today and it was a very nice day. I had a great veiw of places off the island and i could'nt help wondering if i should go travelling spontaniously right then. Just hopping on the bus and leaving. Then i realized that i could'nt because one of my very good friends has helped me refrain buying anything and hiding my bank card, great idea but very VERY limiting. Anyway, in that one moment i wondered if i had in fact grown to small for this little fish tank called sidney and if i should in fact listen to myself and explore a bit. I am very much looking forward to the adventures i am having some time this summer.
As for the house sitting that has been happening for the last two weeks i finally got homesick after the dog chewed through my purse, the duvet i had been sleeping on and my pillow, god knows what else she has wrecked. My nerves have climbed and it is hard to find some time to just relax, not that its nice having people around most of the time. The funny thing is that i like to be around people most of my time, i have closed off a lot more than i'm used to.
I got my Camosun schedule the other day. A friend and i signed up for the same course, Early Childhood Care and Eduation, we ended up getting in ALL the same classes, and that is not exaggerated. Pretty ammusing actually. Is it weird to be looking forward to September? Maybe...
i think camosun is going to explode. the teachers should be very very afraid
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