This is what happens in my head.

my thought...:I'm slow dancing with my head, pictures are running though it. Faces.
its...comfort, love
insecurity
this is stupid
where is your comfort, the love, the freedom you used to have...where did it go. Where is your life and what are you living for and why?
Will i ever grow old
we wait so long...is it worth it
we just die
we grow old. Wiser, but wheres the logic?
Dont you dare forget me. I'm no different then everyone else.
I've been hurt
We are never alone. Ever. How?
What if we want solitude, where do we go
we cant escape whats in our heads, we cant escape our...destiny
I just want to believe in us...is that so...hard? Why does it make me pick apart my entire being?
Why is it what i think about. Why can't i just do it.
Is there something i missed? Can i go back to my save state?
Its so c-c-c-c-contriversal. Everything
its not so hard
just do it
its not that easy
I just want that.
I just want it. Why? i dont know
find it out. Tell me if you ever do.
The nights hard to get through when your working at forgetting. Forgetting your past.
Just put one foot in fromt of the other, but just remember...
Eventually your going to kick yourself
Sleep. Tomorrows a new day.