This week has been FULL of adventures and lazy days. Grad was one of the bigger events, its funny how at the beginning of your grade 12 year you are so excited and feel so old and cool...and then at the end of the year all you want to do is go aaaggghhhhh!!! But it really did pay off, through all the stress it was a good time and i was sad for grad to be over. I think the favorite part of the night for me was a weird little thing, me and one of my best friends playing catch with the top of a sunscreen lid. Its the little things in life that stick with me and i'm still trying to figure out why being idiots was so interesting for me. The most terrifying part of the entire day was walking in front of a room full of over a thousand people, plus your peers. In high heels. I decided to go barefoot.
A lot of stuff has happened this week, but i've also been boread at the same time, its very weird. A few nights back i was home for maybe 4 or 5 hours by myself and i went crazy, that cant be very healthy.
I've also had a fair share of mental breakdowns but those have passed. Usually i dont get those though.
I think the favorite part of the week for me was friday, even though it started out like crap the ending was of a fairy tale. Okay, just contentment. I stopped my the church, which i freaked out about for most of my day. It was actually refreshing in the least. A bunch of us walked to the park around midnight and stargazed which i havn't done in the longest time, i wanted to spend the whole night there. I think it would be the perfect spot for a date.
Tomorrow is the last day of school. I dont know whether to be excited, anxious, emotional, or just how i'm supposed to be. Yearbooks get handed out and its really the only reason i am going. But even that isn't going to be extrordnarily important. I've kinda seen half the pages going in there. I wonder if it is possible to be school sick, because as much as i hated it, its where i met people and where i had plenty of fun...homework aside of couse
Thats a big picture...anyway, thats whats been going on. I'm going to try and fight this cold
xoxo
everyone gets a little school sick when they are graduating, or graduated. i mean you did spend how many years of your life in that place and then you just sort of get tossed out. or you jump out into freedom. whichever way you look at it. try not to think of it as an ending but as a new begining.
ReplyDeleteyes you will lose contact with some friends that you used to see every day. that will happen. but the ones that you hold onto. the ones that you actually make an effort to see, or the ones that make an effort to see you are the ones that realy matter. the ones that care.
i find for me at least. even though i am so glad to not be in high school anymore. to not have that social restriction. i still sometimes miss it. not for the actual little high school society. but for the people and the stupid shit that went down there. the fun that we had. but that is just a page in a book of life
its time to grow and fill more pages make your story so much more epic then it has been.