Birthday Bear, Cheese, and Machettes.

This post is dedicated to Birthday Bear, the cerial killer.
Two nights ago a friend and i brought up how she took her stuffed animal Birthday Bear everywhere, since we were gone for 3 days she decided it was an accomplishment that she hadn't taken this bear with her. Somehow the topic of cerial killers came up and we decided that this bear could be one of them because of his glass beady eyes. Since we were on tons of sugar and it was late we made up a profile for birthday bear.

Birthday Bear is a cerial killer with beady glass eyes, he wears a scarf with cheese prints on it and does karate in his free time making noises like "pheaooo" "kachooww"
He drives around an ice cream truck, instead of the regular music, the truck plays a song called "everything is better with cheese and a machette" Once little kids are tricked by the so called "ice cream truck" and come up to the window, birthday bear grabs them and pulls them through the window and slices them with a machette.

Never ever ever put Jenni and Shannon in the same bed after Jenni has had Dr. Pepper. Ever.

In case you are wondering why there is so much cheese involved in this its because everyhting is better with cheese. <3

To a sick ol' friend.

I wish i didn't have to see you like that. Its one thing to have a friend get wheeled into the ER, but when you feel like you have no one else to lean on its one of the hardest and most terrifying experiences i've had. As i frantically ran around packing your stuff thousands of images rushed through my head. The day i first met you, just after you got out of the hospital. The times i dragged you out to the field at school, all the times you let me break down and cry on your shoulder and the reassurance that everything was going to work out. I wished that i could say the same to you. I know i couldn't promise it though so i continued to say "i know" over and over again.



I remembered the times we went to the peir to feed the ducks throwing bread over the side of the peir and watching them fight. We always had to go back and get more bread. The time where you only had to use one leg to pin me to the ground and i had a bump on my head for weeks. Overall, how you had made me a stronger person. Now you were the weak one. The one saying you might as well just die. It made me angry but i guess when you are in that much pain you ha ve a reason to say what you say even though some times you dont mean it. I didn't cry a tear, i felt bad. I thought i should be sympathetic and i was, i think i looked worried but there were no tears. For the first time in my life i think i was calm and somehow i held myself together against my odds. I'm worried. I dont have someone i can talk to and it feels like you are a thousand miles away and i dont have a way of getting there. Thought i would let you know, you're grandparents are awesome, and dispite waiting in that small white room trying not to drift into sleep i was happy that you were getting better care than i could give you. Theres only so much a wet cloth on your forehead and tylonol can do. I know right now you are probably sleeping in a smelly white room with tubes in your arms and i know you hate it. But thry told me you would me home soon and who knows? Maybe i'll bring you some of that chocolate you really like...and maybe do your dishes. Remember how you said you needed to find a reason to live? I think that you help others, even when you are in pain you don't show it. Thats strength and its admirable.
Anyway. I hope you get better soon so you can kick my ass in brawl or punch me in the arm. Maybe even tell a sarcastic joke or two. One of the Hellen Keller ones.
I know that you never go on this site anymore, but just in case i thought i might give you some words. Get better fast, because its no fun being stuck in beds with IV's taped to your arms.

Mr Fluffykins.

I was talking to Addie, extremely bored and all and decided to dedicate a post to her and my entire math class. But mostly to Addie because of Mr Fluffykins.
Basically i found a bunch of pictures of "Fluffykins" most of them were cats. It makes me sad, i always thought of rabbits.
















I hope this made Addie very happy lol

Visitors

It has been an interesting and hectic week. For once i am not working and for that i am TRULY grateful. I used to work about twice a week, my parents decided to change that because schooling is going to call for more than two days a week. Which i understand. However its an annoyance that every time your parents want to talk to you its about work and your shifts. And even more when they dont even ask how you are hanging in there. This is how my mum and i got in one of the biggest fights i have seen between us in a long time. I wont go into much detail but with how she kept bugging me with work and how basically i am living with no one around me and no money to buy food i got very angry. Upset about the lack of attention i was recieving and a grandma who was increasingly getting more annoying each day i decided to take up the offer to room with Chris. Mum decided to pay me 150 dollars a month to pull my weight (food, laundry etc) It's been such a sudden change that even after a week and a half i barely know what i am doing. However i am a lot more relaxed as long as i get my space which works out quite nicely.

I've been quite excited the last few days because Geprge is finally visiting, Apparantly becaues i had nothing of importance to to this morning i was vulunteered to go pick him up this afternoon which i really dont mind, i'm quite excited. Anyway i am off to pick him up.

Friday Fridaays

I had an interesting day today. I woke up thinking that hmm, maybe i should have a chill day to just lay back and do...well, nothing.
Mother called. She was wondering if i wanted to hang out. Well, i guess i have to because you're my mother...right? No, i'll hang out with you. I guess. If i have to.
She picked me up and i was extatic because i wanted a DS gamew that i lost a while ago called "Magical Star Sign" I know, it sounds gay, but it is by far one of the best RPG's i have played, which isn't very many if you think about it, maybe 3 or 4...but still, its friggin good. Anyway, after about 10 minuites of convincing her i got my way and we went on our way into victoria (WEEEEE)



So we went to Future Shop blah blah blah i was happy for about 20 mins...or minorly ammused i suppose. Then we decided to go get some lunch, YAY red robins! Great salad, server was cute, i screwed up his order because i think i looked at him funny. He gave us many free refills. I hope mum gave him a tip because he he was very nice. Sadly, i think the whole reason he was being nice was to get a tip (but i mayy be wrong, maybe he is just a naturally nice person)

We decided to go to some place called Ogden's point to see the cruise ships come in, it was pretty cool. I've never seen a cruise ship. After the first 2 minuites its not too exciting anymore :( But my mum decided to go on a cruise and proceeded to tire me out with mother talk. It was nice to see her though :P
Peace.

Okay, but maybe sometimes we need a running start.

This summer doesn't seem like the ones i have had before, i don't know whether i should be excited and looking forward to September or if i should be optimistic in case my expectations fall short. I feel that i should be doing something these next few months other than working and well, being a couch potato (which weirdly including being active...) I just feel that there is more that i could be doing right now. I was walking home today and it was a very nice day. I had a great veiw of places off the island and i could'nt help wondering if i should go travelling spontaniously right then. Just hopping on the bus and leaving. Then i realized that i could'nt because one of my very good friends has helped me refrain buying anything and hiding my bank card, great idea but very VERY limiting. Anyway, in that one moment i wondered if i had in fact grown to small for this little fish tank called sidney and if i should in fact listen to myself and explore a bit. I am very much looking forward to the adventures i am having some time this summer.

As for the house sitting that has been happening for the last two weeks i finally got homesick after the dog chewed through my purse, the duvet i had been sleeping on and my pillow, god knows what else she has wrecked. My nerves have climbed and it is hard to find some time to just relax, not that its nice having people around most of the time. The funny thing is that i like to be around people most of my time, i have closed off a lot more than i'm used to.
I got my Camosun schedule the other day. A friend and i signed up for the same course, Early Childhood Care and Eduation, we ended up getting in ALL the same classes, and that is not exaggerated. Pretty ammusing actually. Is it weird to be looking forward to September? Maybe...

Daaawwwww

Cutest love song ever. But cheesey. But i love it.

We should get jerseys cause we make a great team
But yours would look better than mine, cause you're outta my league
And I know that it's so cliche to tell you that everyday
I spend with you is the new best day of my life
Everyone watching us just turns away with disgust
It's Jealously, they can see that we've got it going on

And I'm racking my brain for a new improved way
To let you know your more to me than what I know how to say
YOu're ok with the way this is going to be
This is going to be thing we've ever seen

If anyone can make me a better person you could
All I gotta say is I musta done something good
I came along one day and you rearranged my life
All I gotta say is I musta done something right
I musta done something right

Maybe I'm just lucky cause it's hard to believe
Believe that somebody like you'd end up with someone like me
And I know that it's so cliche to talk about you this way
But I'll push all my inhibitions aside
It's so very obvious to everyone watching us
That we have got something real good going on

And I'm racking my brain for a new improved way
To let you know your more to me than what I know how to say
YOu're ok with the way this is going to be
This is going to be thing we've ever seen

If anyone can make me a better person you could
All I gotta say is I musta done something good
I came along one day and you rearranged my life
All I gotta say is I musta done something right
I musta done something right